The end is nigh...

Dear Blog.

You have treated me well over these many months, you've survived the heartache, you have been a source of amusement on cold wintry nights, when the clouds felt like they where closing in on me.

You've survived the blusterous celebration, and the tumult of musings that I've thrown at my lovely readers.

But now it is time to say goodbye.

Adieu.

P.S
Yes this is serious, No More Blog!!!!!!!

Hell

Life For The Next 9 Weeks

Daily Planner

3:40 – 4 – Walk Home, Settle In and find a snack.

4 – 5 – Homework

Study Rules
In Bedroom with door blocked
With Michael Buble / Edith Piaf on the speakers.
Without Phone or anything linked to computer
With all necessary supplies and most certainly without a computer unless completely necessary for research purposes.

5- 6 Homework


6 – 6:30 – Light Study

6:30 – 7 Dinner

7 – 8 – Study Intensive In Bedroom with door locked

8 – 8:30 – light study

8:30 – 9 Reading before bed

9pm Bed

Note to self, find a large calender to stick to bedroom wall, and angry red pen to cross every day off.

This is purgatory.
This is study.
This is striving for the future.
This is very horrible.
This is scaring me.


luv ema

p.s I urge you as my friends and readers to stop me from blogging, it would be much better if I practiced language analysis, wrote something in french, flicked through vocab, cooked for my folio, did anything for my folio, organized my further notes, did my further homework, or even indulged in some John Donne or some D.H. Lawrence.

Oh and I'm thinking of quitting facebook and msn.
It'll kill me, but so will not having enough money to feed my chocolate obsession, if I don't get a good ENTER, to make enough money.

Just think of it as I'm taking an extended holiday from life... I will resume when I have survived the wrath of exams.

12 weeks, is all she wrote folks.

Holidays, and my general state of consciousness.

12 - times at least I will regret choosing to look to the future.
11 - things unfinished on my holiday to do list.
10 - songs that rediscovered their meaning.
9 - ATM visits, (in contrast to the 4 shifts)
8 - nights spent next to the dog on the couch
7 - approx friends that featured in these holidays
6 - times i've freaked out over the future
5 - times i've choked on my words.
4 - days in recovery from the last round
3 - late nights musing
2 - bands that stole my heart
1 - word

Winter is Passing.

For all I thought I'd Ever Need, It's Hard to face the holidays without....


Miss you kids.

luv ema

Aventura - Solo Por Un Beso

Latest Addiction: Salsa Music.

Once I'm free of school I'm signing myself up at Sebastian's, to learn Salsa.

Then perhaps I'll progress onto Bachata.




lurv ema

Stella Was A Driver and She Was Always Down

I just watched Donnie Darko.

Purely for the sake of Identity and Belonging research off course... No I'd wanted to see it for a while, well ever since I saw it on Margaret and David.

Fantastic Movie.

Chilling.

Funny thing is it really made me remember my old mate Tom. He was one of what?..5 when i last saw him. He was the big brother, the sweetest you'd find. Something about him, made me always feel like he was the underdog. He'd have this look in his eyes that would say " They don't really know who I am" and if you saw that look you'd believe that you knew who he was. But in reality you had no clue.

I bet I'll never find that son of a preacher man.
I'll just glue my eyes to Donnie and Frank instead, just for the memories.

luv ema

The Scientist

Why don't I have any motivation?

I would much rather post on you blog, than actually do anything that would impact my life. My to-do list isn't getting any shorter. Well a little, but I haven't really made and imprint.

My iTunes just decided to play a trick on me, by playing Who Let The Dogs Out.

Praise be to growing up and growing out.

Does anyone want to sponsor me to do my homework?
Perhaps if I had monetary motivation....

Ok enough rambling.
More Working.

luv ema